YTuesday, June 14, 2005
Feelin Fucked by my dad again...
He's testing my fucking patience and I duno how long more will it take for me to be able to handle this torture from him....
Sucked up by his unforgiving apathetical heart.
I feel like an ass for giving him such nasty treatment-altho he deserves it.
Fuck..here I am talking shit about him and yet Im feelin guilty.
Maybe its coz of the fact that he's my DAd?
Unlucky.
But lucky at the same time...Cuz my dad is the only dad I noe who will wash my clothes and hang em...
Iron my clothes...
Wash my shoes...
Clear my room when its at d worst state of all states..
and worst of all..who brougt me to tis freakin werld?
Its Unfair.
He keep telling Farhana to move out...
He keep pestering Kak Long to make herself useful when she's already trying..
AND he keep telling me that im full of lies and that he can never trust me--FUCK THAT.
I pissed him off yesterday by asking him for proof.-He fucked back at me ABout my past.
unforgiving FucK!
FucK...I'm feelin so vulgar now..have never said so many FUCK at one time...
But I am feelin Fcuk...ugh.Worst than that.Feel like as if Im useless.
Coz my own Fcuking dad don't trust me..and rest-assured my mum is starting the same crap cos he brainwashed her.ASS.
Fuck.I dun wana talk about him no more.
Win Im sorry i was a lil too hyper when you were heartbroken..
Ah Ting..Im so glad you're finally accepting your sch..Proud of you sis!
Kak Long..Whee! We've got a chance for surviving again..PRAY that it won't backfire..I TRUST YOU.
Kak Sha..don't worry...she'll get use to it..
MMMMMMUUUAAACKZ!!! i love you guyz!
I'm in LAB now..n im really not in the mood to study....
Anyways,DyiNG my hair blu black..TOTALLY..hope it'll turn out nice...
Dun be affected by my mood..
Its just me...
-WhacKeD-
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